Counting the days..

153 days to go, if based on scan result
148 days to go if based on LMP
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Mixed feeling of excitement and fear. Excited to welcome the new little cutie in the family but afraid of the accompanying pain that came together as a delivery package. Terasa fobia bila ingatkan pengalaman melahirkan Ariz. A few days ago i had a dream of giving birth to a baby girl, and miraculously it came with no pain at all..memang mengarut punya mimpi.

Deep in my heart i do hope that 'the baby' is girl, although if it come out as boy, it won't upset me at all. Coz the only reason that i wanna a girl is so that i can fulfill my 'craziness' towards baby girl's clothing yg mmg giler punya cute. Owh tidakk...sesungguhnya kalo aku dpt baby girl, maka aku tak tau lah berapa byk duit yg akan dihabiskan utk beli baju2 yg kiut miut itu.

2,3 hari kebelakangan ni dah mula start sakit belakang, sakit kaki bila bangun tido nak berpijak ke lantai, pastu nak membongkok pun dah mula x selesa. Nasib baik kaki masih maintain original size dan xde naik urat2 timbul. Tangan belum kebas lagi n paling best belum terasa sgt heartburn. Maybe sbb kandungan masih kecil. Tp harap2nya takde lah yg menyakitkan sgt.

Rasa mcm tak sabar sgt nak main dgn baby. Patutlah org yg dah lama xde anak kecikk excited sgt bila nak dpt anak. Rupanya baby ni memang membawa kelainan sgt2 dlm kehidupan kita. Tak sama ngan anak yg dan makin membesar yg penuh ngan mcm2 kerenah.